Life is an experience, the good and bad make us what we are. We are the only ones who can make ourselves truly happy, but along the path we call life, we will run into those who will journey along side us to find that happiness.
How I feel on a crappy day. XD Thank you Mecha Godzilla.
Life has caught me I whirlwind. Usually I’m like…
Taking everything out and just blasting all my troubles away. But today just woke up with a little bit of worthlessness. It’s all in my head, which is spinning right now. Had an amazing weekend, just waking up on this day was rough, because my stupid head had to start spinning. I think I’m done, just trying to keep up with everything. There are only three things that matter, the things important to me, the people important to me, and most importantly, me. If I keep letting my head spin like it’s been, then it might fall off… Life has just been pulling on to many people’s hearts. And it sucks… Because when you finally stop worrying about it, you wonder, why did you at all? Everything is good, except my head. Just need to screw it back on and get back into the game. Maybe I need to be beaten up too get the sense knocked back into my head… ;P
The wind blows…
…and with it blew in new weather. The weather, feels like it’s finally getting better. Nice ohio, the weather I wish I could keep forever. Yet with the wind came much more than good weather. So much has changed lately. Aurora, isn’t the same, and people back home are changing. But as my girlfriend said it’s a part of life. But then my mind, which over the break was unsettled due to this change, thought of things in a different light. Just the amazing day I spent with my girlfriend shows how much our relationship has changed. We’ve matured as a couple so much, building a strong amazing relation, and are so in love with each other. We will never lose anything to change, especially people, because everyone who has walked in this journey we call life has left their impression. They are always in our hearts, showing in our smiles, our tears, our laughter, and our cries. Change is a part of life, and maybe I need to change myself. I want to mature myself, build myself up, and find more of myself. I want to keep building the amazing relationship I’m in with my amazing girlfriend. Strengthen bonds I’ve created with people, and just grow myself. No matter what changes though, my heart will remain the same. I will mature, not in the sense of acting my age, but as make myself a stronger person. I will leave the past in my heart, and hold all the dear memories where they belong. I’ll be more Italian, more artsy, more care-free, more in love, more charged, more giant monster loving, and find new things about me. I’m going change, to mature as a person, and become stronger. I feel the current of the wind blowing me again, taking me in the direction I need. Everything will be ok.
